Peter-ology

it's the birthday of my baby sis today , May 4 , 'o8. oh nothing , just wanna share to you guys that it's been 3 years now that i started becoming a YAYO .. -___-" frustrating work , you can't do stuff that you would normally like to do UNDISTURBED. it's always "make dede for me" , "where's my bango2x[ her bibiron ]" , "pangit ka[ for no particular reason whatsoever ]" , and keeps on asking every bit of information about me. God! as if we wont be spending decades together? sheesh. oh nothing. just an annoyed kuya right now. haha. XD

~make love not war XD

wasteofyourtime walked through the seasons at 5:17 PM

so just some updates in my life right now ..

SUMMER'S HOT !!!

~literally guys , it's freakin' hot !! oh how i wanna go to the beach to swim and surf and whatnot. the only thing that stops me from doing enjoying is the damn sun. i know its Global Warming and all , but God! does it really have to be this hot ? :|

SPC get ready for me , cuz im not ready for you .. @_@

~well , i just finished enrolling in SPC for BSN-1. *sigh* i mean its a nice small school w/ an uber big reputation , but im leaving a lot of people cuz they're all going to ADJ .. *siiiiiiiiiiigh* oh well , i'll just make the best of it somehow. well i gotta learn to love you BSN-1 cuz if i don't im screwed.

PC room , almost always locked >__<

~yeah yeah , our house has a pc room. but thanks to my mom she keeps on locking it cuz i dont have any control over myself. [ really now? x] ] well that's why im not updating this blog or my fs that much cuz i barely use the pc when im at home. i wanna go adik mode again but my mom's just so .. err .. >__<

Missing USB !!!

~my usb cord for my iPod shuffle got lost in school , now my iPod is very worthless. do you know the worst part? they dont sell that part anymore cuz its out of date. WTF?!

So this is just an update of my life as of now .. [ which btw sucks hard right now :| ]

~ make love not war XD

wasteofyourtime walked through the seasons at 1:37 AM

well , i just updated my blog skin cuz face it . It was pretty boring before , not to mention lifeless . what made me change my skin was when someone close to me changed hers .. so i kinda followed her . but keep in mind i didn't copy her skin ! >_< hmm . what else to say ? i love my new layout for my blog . it gives me a reason to write here again . LOL . but still my layout isn't really finished cuz i still have a lot of things to change and put on there . oh well -___-" , guess i gotta start right now . haller back to you guys .

~ make love not war XD

wasteofyourtime walked through the seasons at 5:24 AM

this is just a song that i can relate to as we are so far away , but still loving ea. other .. college is tough .. but we'll pull through .. i miss you ..

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Dark stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

wasteofyourtime walked through the seasons at 10:46 PM

well well well , what can i say . . words are to small to express how i feel right now , i can graduate . thank God ! :] i would like to thank all my family and friends [especially PDA group for tutoring me w/ those late night stays] . never gonna forget you guys , i guess im gonna enjoy my summer time after all .. :]

wasteofyourtime walked through the seasons at 1:30 AM

ok so im going to state 2 most likely probabilities in what may or may not happen in my summer life this '08.

here we go:

possibility 1(the bad chance): if worse comes to worst i may ~~not~~ march together w/ my batch . if that God cursing day will happen i would surely be going to hell at summer , not literally though , but still quite bad :| i would ~~embarance && let down my family , i would be a laughing stock among my peers and above all i will be a failure~~. i know it sucks to be at that situation . i will not enjoy my "vacation" cuz after everything is said and done i will still be talking summer class in ~~MATH~~ in order for me to graduate w/o the togo , diploma and the happiness of my family . damn i screwed up BIG TIME . i guess this is what will happen if possibility 1 might occur . :|

this past few weeks) .. i even cried possibility 2(the good chance): if God smiles upon me this is what happens to me . i could march along w/ my batch and my ENTIRE family will get to relax again because of me , especially my parents(i caused them to worry about me alotinfront of them and trust me it was a very looooooooooooong time since i did such a thing . anyway this is supposed to be the happy possibility so il stop being emo now . @_@ after the graduation day(which will be on April 5 , '08) i will get to enjoy my privileges and get to hang out w/ my friends and the one i chose to be w/ until i grow old . yes i said it . :] here is a list of what i may do during my summer time :
~skim board! XD
~surfing in dahican beach. :]
~net all day if im at home , when im out il most likely be w/ MJ or friends :]
~bonding w/ my family in eden*still not decided*
~take entrance exam in ADJ(Ateneo de Jacinto)
~gonna study in advance in .. wait for it .. ~~NURSING~~ *barf*
~mountain climbing w/ my dad and cuz on Mt. Apo
~island hoping
~band practice w/ PDA*maybe*
~read novels again at home
~devote the rest of my time in MJ so she wont miss me to much . hehe XD
~show MJ i wont leave her and im keeping our thing alive :]
~maybe get close to her family ? ROFL :] that's up to her though :]

so what a summer il have right ? that's gonna be me if things work out right , if not . well its already written in possibility 1 . the day of judgement for me is on MONDAY(03/24/08) . i just hope that everything works out . so still my mind is still 5o-5o . i wont be happy until i can see my family be proud of me .

so i guess that's it for now . im gonna update this as soon as possible . btw , PRAYERS ARE REALLY HELPFUL FOR ME RIGHT NOW SO PLEASE AID ME .

im trying to find a song that i can relate to in the mood im feeling right now .. i guess this is what i feel w/ my situation right now .

wasteofyourtime walked through the seasons at 5:42 PM

well tomorrow il be taking the BIGGEST test of my life as of now , im gona take my removal exam at math at 8:00 am .. damn i really wish i could make this .. i really wana march .. goodluck to all of us who are unlucky w/ grades .. hope we all pass ..

wasteofyourtime walked through the seasons at 4:28 AM